meltdown....

Comming off a weekend full of adventures with old friends as well as new, I thought maybe I was wandering onto a new path... Meeting and mixing up my life with someone who was ready to trek along with me. Reading the signs and listening to the spoken words, it is a bit like following a road map in the dark! Wrong turns or misunderstandings can lead you down a path that will not bring you to the destination of your choice. All too quickly my senses merge and I become immersed in the journey ~ sometimes even before the destination has been plotted and the companion secured. Then the meltdown comes as I realize that once again I am on the venture alone. I am not good at the waiting and letting time give a purpose to my wanderings. Then too, I question the reason for being alone. Not understanding the necessity and balking at the need of it! Frustrated and yearning for more. But I am oh so grateful to people who love me and can come along beside me to encourage and wipe away the tears! To keep reminding me to move forward and realize the dream. For it is never too late and I am worthy of love.