What was before....

Listening to others speak about 2009, I hear disappointment, heartache and a general "thank goodness that is over" attitude. I ponder why I feel elation and thanksgiving for another year of life! Why do I see the beauty of this past year? What makes me marvel at holidays,festivities and everyday gone by? How do I come through feeling blessed in the knowing of those that were lost in this past year? When I look back what reflects forward is wonderful memories of walking the beaches in different states, visiting with dear ones near and far, meeting people for the first time and the excitement of rekindling old friendships, a job I enjoy and co-workers that make each day worth coming to work, a church family that encourages and uplifts me, sisters that enfold me and share in life's trails and my Heavenly Father that knows all I need and provides me with more than I can ever hope for. I am happy to say that this past year, was full of living...even with the fears over my health - I stand today feeling warm and fuzzy about 2009 and move into the upcoming year with a sense of purpose and a promise for more wonderful days here to smile and give myself away.