I need to BELIEVE!!!

That there is a plan for me...one for me to prosper and not fail. One where I am surrounded in love and where the journey forward holds more that just my footprints! I yearn for that true connection...for intimacy and love, joy and laughter, and comfort and care. To know no fear for the future but to move strongly towards it with confidence and peace. Today I am struggling...I feel the "alone -ness", I feel like I am not enough! Like no one can see my "specialness". This feeling of being unworthy is not one from GOD of this I know. But it hangs over me like a cloud today. I cannot seem to shake it. So I cry out, for in my pain I know GOD hears and I need to wait on HIM. I need to BELIEVE.....